Main Shayar Badnaam ( Poems )

Way back between 1993-1996 I wrote some lines which were perhaps the earliest I can trace the orgins of penning my thoughts.. They turned out to be what can today be called poor mans poetry, but well the genius was all of 20 years then.

Dil Dhadka Na Tha Aise Pehele Kabhi
Appko Dekhne Se Pehele, Is Shareer Mein Jaan Bhi Kahan Thi
Aapki Ek Muskaan Kar Gayee Woh Asar,
Jo itne saalon mein kisi Dava Ne na Ki
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Tasveer Toh Meri Hi Laga Rakhi Hai Aapne,
Lekin Aaina Toh Kuch Aur Hi Dikhata Hai
Chera Toh Mera Hi Banaya Hai Nadaan Ne
Lekin Uss Jaisi Muskaan Meri Nahin Hai
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Aankh Se Beheti Hai Jo Asoon Ki Nadi Usme,
Dard Kitna Hai, Toh Kya Hua Gehraiye Nahi Hai
Hai Namak Usme Kitna, Hai Namak Usme Kitna,
Dikhta Phir bhi Moti Sa Hi Hai
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Aasu ki baad aaye thi jis din,
tuta tha dil hazaron tukdo mein
Aaj Aasu toh tham gaye hai nadaan dil ke, lekin
phir bhi simat rahe hai un hazaaron tukdo ko
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Zakhm Bhar Chuke The, Dard bhi Jaa Chuka Tha
Aap Phir Se Kya Aaye Humare Saher,
Hare ho Gya Sarre Zakhm,
Num ho Gaye Aakhen Bhi, Us purane Dard ke Ehsaas Se
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Raat beet chuki thi, Din aane ko tha
khwab khatm nahin hue the abhi,
Kuch Kar Jaane Ka Jazbha Dil Mein tha,
Ek aandhi Aisi Aayee,
Na Koi khwab Rahe, Na Koi Jazba Raha
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Nishabd Hai Woh Ehsaas, Woh Pyaar,
Ek Khaalipan Hai Hawa Mein Bhi,
Na Woh Shabd Hain Banne, Na Hai hai Koi Khayaal,
Jo Mere Hal-e-Dil ko bayaan Kar Sake
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Waqt Kabhi Rukhta Nahin,
Sirf Tham jAati hai Dhadkane Kabhi Kabhi,
Manzile Reh Jaati Hai Wahi,
Rukh Badal Jaate hai sirf Haawaon Kay Kabhi Kabhie
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Badal sakte Hai Musafir Kaafile ke shayyad,
Naam Jo Aaj Hai Mera, Kal Kisi Aur Ka Tha, Kal kisi Aur Ka Hoga
Kaafila Rukta Nahi Hai Kabhi,
Aur Reh Jaate hai woh Peeche, jo Ruk Jaate hai Haarne ke Baad
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Rakhte Hi kadam is Naye SaHar Mein aaj,
Ek apnepan ka Ehsaas Hua is Naye Ghar Mein,
Anjaana Hone par Bhi lag raha Tha Mohalla Apna Sa,
Joh Sapna Dekha Bhi Nahi Kabhi, Aaj Pura Hota Nazar aa raha tha
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Ek Naam tha Jise hum Gumnaan Kar Chuke the kabhie Ka,
Ek Ada Thi,Jise Bhula Chuke The Kabhi Ke
Aaj wohi Naam Ban Gayi hai Pechaan Humari,
Aaj Wo Hi Ada Dikha Dikha Ke hum Zaalim, Anjaan Ban Rahe Hai Sabhi Se
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Jo Baat Zubaan Pay Aaye hi Na kabhie
Zikr Uska Hai Aaj Mohalle mein Aam,
Jo Kaam karne se darte the phele
Uski ke naam ka aaj sab pe rahe hai Jaam
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Socha Na tha, Jo Caravan Hai woh Kabhi Hoga Gharaunda Humara
Jinhe kehete the Awwara Hum Kabhi,
Wohi Ban Gaya Hai Aab Naam humara
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Dard Bhi Hua Tha, Aasoon Bhi Bhaye The
Marhaam Toh Hum Laga Dete Zarror,
Mushkil Yeh THi Lekin Samajhne Mein,
Zakhm to Tha Tera, Phir
Yeh Dard Mera Kaise Ho Gaya
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